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Four Poems by Azalea Aguilar

Sunday Best

he blows dandelions for his babies in the corner store parking lot
in their Sunday best, following this morning’s sermon
their wishes scatter across the asphalt
with brown paper bags and losing lotto tickets
the chase is on, giggles of giants, tripping over one another as they dash
to catch clusters of dreams daddy makes for them
more daddy, more, they plead

Mother Tongue

Five-month me with my third
chatting with my belly over breakfast
out of the corner of my eye
saw my mother-in-law stare
smiled softly to invite her over
I wish I knew to do that
a tear from her wrinkled cheek
talk to my children when they were inside

Late December in DC

this is how you leave me
late December DC
I chop off all my hair
paint my lips certainly red number 740
let strangers photograph me
posing on barstools
balance stilettos on sticky dive bar floors
this is how you go
with a promise
this time, not to come back
months go by as evidence
no late night calls
slurred voicemails
no Sunday morning invite
to watch the latest foreign film at AFI
no offer to make reservations
restaurants I always feel uncomfortable in
(the kind with multiple forks and expensive wine lists)
this is how you say
I can’t do you anymore
you, get sober
I, last call our spots
this is how I pretend
surround myself people
ten years younger
drink Merlot by the box
smoke Marlboro reds by the carton
sit alone after everyone has gone

You Can Run

you can rent a uhaul
drive 1,615 miles
five month old
buckled in his car seat
leave behind family
heirlooms in daddy’s garage
only home
you ever knew rearview
state signs fly by
welcome to Louisiana,
Alabama, Tennessee
start using the name daddy chose
one you didn’t answer to
when classmates giggled
when you wished your name
was Sarah or Anne
you can straighten brown curls
make you look like mom
oceans humidity far behind
swap Marlboro reds for lights
finally walk where you are going
you can go back to school
work all day, study all night
get accepted to grad school
turn down time off even
after mom gets a stage four diagnosis
you can have more children
buy a townhouse in the suburbs
a minivan too
you can forget names
streets you grew up on
visit less after mom dies
not at all after grandmas gone
you can run
but eventually
it will catch up

Azalea Aguilar is an emerging Chicana poet from South Texas, where the scent of the gulf and memories of childhood linger in her work. Her poetry delves into the complexities of motherhood, echoes of childhood trauma, and the resilience found in spaces shaped by addiction and survival. She writes to honor the past, give voice to the unspoken, and carve tenderness from the raw edges of experience. Her work has appeared in numerous journals, including Angel City Review, The Skinny Poetry Journal, The Acentos Review, and Somos en Escrito. She has been featured at events hosted by the American Poetry Museum in DC and is currently crafting her first manuscript, a collection exploring the intersections of love, loss, and lineage.

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God Was Hiding by Daniel Cano

God Was Hiding

Faith cannot be held as an old grey hand
Nor as a breath to put voice to prayer
In faith I rendered a final exchange
And faced a dying bed for my refrain
I asked to be spared of this tragedy
To find peace and solace in calamity
I prayed to hear my name spoken by him
But there was no god out there to liste

The end owes resemblance to beginnings
As I earned the resemblance of my son
The crown emerged from beyond the curtain
Until the labor bore a perfect child
By then I stopped wasting breath to pray
Instead to watch the first breath of new life
And held the perfect child in my own arms
Sure there was no god out there to listen

Now I recognize the price of his laws
The end is coming true as beginnings
The labor in waiting felt just the same
An unseen portal drank the spirit veil
Until the first of final breaths did take
Hours until the breathing subsided
The body became a clever facade
Old grey hands with the trace warmth of life lived
Yet the spirit had departed from it
There was no god out there to account to

There is only the god that we could amount to:
Each labored breath will end as it began
Each perfect child is owed their old grey hands
Each being held in young hands at the end
Each mouth should be fed where there is hunger
Each body should be clothed where flesh made cold
And each and every prayer should be answered

All this time there was no god that listens
That coward was always hiding in us
As we searched for a god of resemblance
To deny our resemblance to each other
Prayer has always been a call to action
That all this time we went on ignoring
With avoidable insularity
The god and the self viewed with clarity
That all this time we were god and its creation: a singularity

Daniel Cano was born and raised in Mormon-centric Utah County in the State of Utah. He departed from his former faith as a teenager and has taken the position of an involved agnostic atheist with clear Christian cultural influences that appear in his writings. He is of mixed heritage with some part of that heritage being attributable to Native Interior Mexico. His poems explore themes of Apostasy, grief, reconciling religious experiences with the bleakness of reality, the search for belonging in pedigree and the erasure of native ancestry.

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Two Poems by Jenna Cipolloni

Quarry

The sun looks higher here by the quarry

Daylight savings a forgotten grumble
for the sleep-deprived days of yestermonth.

The time is truly 6:49, but soon the
biddies and the babies will start winding down in their copy-paste townhouses

architecturally distinct from the rowhomes of the city to which they rarely venture
short of a here-and-there First Friday
and maybe an O’s game.

I’ll be awake for a while now,
investing these savings so I have
more to spare come November.

The Redwoods of New York City

There are many sights to see on this lovely planet.
There are many Jeeps to take on this safari.

In this terrain, where chromosomes are spelled with twigs
and plumbing systems blossom the grandest of edifices

a steel beam erects from cement
its daunting burnished bole dappling the concrete below
for the benefit and enjoyment of the people.

Jenna Cipolloni is a poet and filmmaker who works in Washington, DC and Arlington, VA. Their words have appeared in Gargoyle Magazine, Steel Jackdaw, the 2025 Georgetown University Writing Climate Symposium, and their self-published zine “School Nights,” whose poetry was featured in Gallery 220’s “Whispers of Longing” exhibition in Havre de Grace, MD. In 2024 Jenna was a prelim judge at the Womxn of the World Poetry Slam and served on the committee to select Maryland’s poet laureate. They can be found at open mics across the Mid-Atlantic.

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Two Poems by Faith Cotter

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Beat

An amniotic lake within me
and you, floating

then the deafening silence,
static nothingness where I

expected sound.

For a week I am a shipwreck
not split open on rocky shores
but a vessel sunk
with all its people inside.

Grief is a veil that rustles with the breeze.
My body does not know how to register
death, to let go of decay.

And yet
I cannot think
of you as decay
only as the origin of all things,
cell upon cell built from the sea
or the stars,
depending on who you ask.

And you. I name
for a constellation
so that when I look up I
can find you inked into the sky.

the bone daughter, Resurrected

In a court of greenery
she breathes again
a cape of flowers swaying in time
to her regal step–

whole in her own way,

she is silent now
as she walks through the hillsides
for she is filled with the essence
of living beings:

fluttering wings and baby’s breath,
monarch butterflies that linger
upon the smooth white of her skull.

look now upon this Flower Queen–
chin high, radiant
free
the dust of jangling bones
reborn.

Faith Cotter is originally from Pittsburgh, PA, but now travels the world as a U.S. Foreign Service spouse. She is the recipient of a 2010 Society of Professional Journalists National Mark of Excellence Award, among other regional and local awards for journalism. Her poems have appeared in the Pittsburgh Poetry Journal, Time of Singing magazine, ZO Magazine, the Madwomen in the Attic’s Voices from the Attic anthology, the Mid-Atlantic Review, and the 2025 London Writers’ Salon Writing In Community anthology. She has an MA in Professional Writing from Chatham University, and has lived in London, DC, and now Amman, Jordan.

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Two Poems by Ori Soltes

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Late in the Game

We sleep peacefully,
side-by-side,
except, by chance,
when she or I turn outward, to the edge
of our plush and well-shaped bed.

Never inward, it would seem,
and no fuss:
no reaching for each other
—like four-limbed
cephalopods swallowing
the mattress seafloor
that lies between us—

but more like two relaxed
and pale and silent corpses
in the same soft coffin,
completely still, yet breathing,
in steady, rattling rhythms.

Touch has fled:
as in a passioned race
with my emptied imagination
to leave behind our bed,
bereft of all except
my ceiling-staring rumination:

When did our bed become
a pyre without fire,
its heat become the ice
of separate space
with neither spice
nor panting sounds
of mutual desire?

Is this really something new?
Could it be some rough-skinned
interior complexion
redirecting outside from within,
that’s redefined the very nature
of our mutual expectation?


One Day’s Questions

I am too schooled
in all that we have suffered
across the centuries.
My tribal memories
are all too clear:

the horror of this slaughter
and that rape,
the ongoing expulsions
with no escape,
the rarely living without fear.

October 7 was another day
of cruelty too well known.
It seems, since 1945
such ragged, sharply honed
deep slicing of the hive
through flesh and ligament to bone

seemed far away—
until it burst into proximity,
with ugly silent familiarity,
and still—and yet—this time begets
a different afterlife

and quite a new array
of questions, not for them,
and not for God—for us:
the leaders who made such a fuss
of their unmatchable ability

to protect us, all but failed
to stop that wind-swept sailing
ship of murder and of doom:
the leadership that flailed
against responsibility

and chose, instead,
to multiply the dead—
both ours and theirs,
to slay their myriads
into dark infinity:

to slaughter them as if
to bring our murdered siblings back,
and more: to blind us to the sleep
of their intelligence when
once again the sweep

of history across the southern plain
of a state too marked by too much pain
had churned up with it once again
the memories all too surfaced
from within the deep

of our experience of genocides
endured at others’ hands,
as if within the slaughtering of the very land
and its inhabitants by thousands
that vicious sowing might just reap

a memory-laden purpose,
that in the act of slaying
and with it, our own forgetting,
redemption might, somehow, reside.

Ori Z Soltes teaches at Georgetown University across a range of disciplines, from art history and theology to philosophy and political history. His poetry has appeared in a handful of journals, and in several colections. His most recent book of poems are Then and Now: Love Lost and Sometimes Found (Canal Street Books) and The Poppy Poems: My Life As a Dog.

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